I was feeling awful today since 830AM because my asthma was acting up like crazy. It was making me really sick and it made me dizzy and my head was hurting. But I still had to go to work even though I really didn't want to, they had no one to open besides me since everybody else is either working at their second job or is doing something else. So I sucked it up and just went to work, even though Stephen said I can leave at noon but I didn't leave till about 1:20pm because Cynthia had forgotten her keys at home. I wanted to leave at noon so bad, but I felt bad to have Rizzo work by herself for two hours so I stayed as long as I possibly can.
I had an unexpected surprise when I got home, my sweetie had sent me flowers and I had no clue about this. The buzzer rang and my dad went downstairs to get and when he came upstairs he gave it to Cyn. Since he was doing something in the car, he just went back to the car lol.
 But Cyn was hogging my flowers and didn't want to give me, she read the note first and was just messing around. I was smiling soooo much when I got the flowers, I just didn't expect flowers from him  but it was a really good surprised. I love the flowers and I definitely love him more and more each day, it was a really nice surprised.
It made my day a  lot better, since later on I found out that someone had stole my phone well my package for my upgrade phone. People aren't very nice to each other I guess or very greedy.

My gorgeous flowers (don't pay attention the the desk, I know I have a messy desk)
 

Merry Christmas, it was my first year to have Jay around for Christmas and I have to say it was awesome. It was definitely the best Christmas ever :) I'm just happy to have him with me on holidays and I'm sure there are more of those, we have at least 80 years together.
I was invited to go to Jay's house for xmas eve and I had a lot of fun, I was very over-whelmed at first but it was still a lot of fun. Jay and his Uncle Don made it better for me, he was funny and then his Uncle Johnny was just hilarious when he opened his present. The hat that his mother gave him was a nice idea but I know he wouldn't use it, it's just the thought that counts but it was still funny.
I had a lot of fun and I was just happy to have Jay with me, that's all I ever want. He is the best present of my life now :) But his Auntie Katherine gave me a present and it was gorgeous, it was a little jewelery box and it was just really pretty. I honestly didn't think she'll get me stuff so I was a little surprised when she gave me a present. His nana gave me a scarf and a hat but unfortunately I  won't be able to wear it since it is wool.
Mrs. Regan and Mr. Regan gave me a little gift which I thought it was pretty cool as long as it doesn't act up my eczema. But the best gift they gave me was to have Jay :) I am keeping this guy forever

My baby got me three gifts two gifts are from Tiffany's he got me a matching bracelet and a necklace and I love both of them. He also got me the book mastering the art of war, and I've always wanted to read that so I'll start that soon. They have yankee swaps at their house and it was funny and Jay got me the best present, funny thing I found and honestly the sweetest thing is that his mom said, "it's all about Tiffany now" lol she likes tea so he wants this now lol. So people can tell he really really loves me :) and I know he really really loves me :) I just had the best xmas ever

He came to my aunt's house for a little bit and I really appreciate it :) I'm just happy to spend these happy days with him. I want to spend every single day of my life with him. I love the fact that when my neck and back hurts he will massage it for me, the little things do count and I love the fact that he does it and isn't some guy that doesn't want to do things for me. I LOVE YOU MOST and I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND FOREVER!! You're doing a great job

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Seems like the love of my life forgot how much of a light sleeper I am, that I wake up to anything possible and everybody at home knows that. I love dogs but having a dog sleeping on the same bed as me...just doesn't seem to work for me. Whether it's a small dog or a big dog, every time a dog sleeps with me I just never get enough sleep or I'll wake up like every hour, I just don't get a good night sleep. I guess he forgot or something, but he said he isn't going to move on this topic at all, and that he loves me a lot but this isn't something he is willing to give in. I'm stubborn in my own way too, and I'm not going to give in either, so it is either moving in and having 2 bedrooms or 1 bedroom and someone sleeps on the sofa or not moving in at all and he can move out himself and I'll just find a room for me somewhere else. It just makes me sad that it never came to his mind that I'm a light sleeper and he knows that, probably he is just forgetful. At least that's what I can tell myself as of now, every time Murray sleeps with us I can never get a good night sleep and I love that dog but it just doesn't seem to work. When he doesn't sleep with us I can get a peaceful night of sleep. But whatever happens will happens when the time comes when we move out and we're both stubborn so this isn't very good, whether moving in together will happen or not who knows now since we don't want to change our mind on this topic.