At first I was really upset because something happen, but like usual I just need a nap and I was ok and of course that works. But Thai was nice enough to come out with me after my nap even though I wasn't upset/sad or disappointed anymore. We just chat about stuff like usual and we had sushi, and the sushi place was yummy but of course we waited for 30 minutes. The funny thing is that everybody there spoke Chinese and of course when I walked in I knew exactly what they were saying, even about me lol. They weren't saying mean things they just assume that I didn't speak Chinese so when they were speaking they were referring me to "that Chinese girl" asking who was waiting behind her, and how long have she've waited.
But they were nice, while we were waiting for our table Thai askd me a silly question, I knew she was bi all the time. But she decided to ask me whether it was ok with me if she had a girlfriend and she joined us for dinner and whatever we were doing, and I told her that was absolutely fine because like Jane I told her I don't care.
I told her I didn't care at all because that's what best friends do, and as long as she finds someone that loves her the sameway that she loves that person, why does it matter whether it's a boy or girl.
I just want the people I love to be happy and that's all I want and that's what matters to me the most. I want Jay, my best friends and my family to be happy.
Thai told me she told Michael and Michael accepted the fact that she is bi but she hasn't told Gia or her parents but she isn't going to tell them till she find that special someone. But I was happy that Michael accepted it because I know how important Michael is to Thai. On other hands, it reminds me the situtaion that Stephen is in, he is gay but isn't wiling to tell his best friends. He is gay but doesn't want to marry a man but a woman, this just doesn't make sense to me. I told him serveral times too that I don't like that idea and I don't respect him for that. I asked him why a couple of times and he told me that his best friends at home will just ignore him and make fun of him because he is gay. If his friends really do make fun of then they are not you're true friends, you're true friends are ones that always support you when needed, cheers you up when you're down and of course tells you what not to do when you're wrong. That's what friends are for, but he insist on not telling his friends even at the age of 30 I have no idea what is holding him back from just telling his best friends.
Sometimes, I just think that Stephen just assume things on his own and not think of the logic and reality of the problem. I feel like true friends are keepers and will always stay with you through good or bad times, and they are friends with you because you are you. Everyone is unique in their very own different way and we have people that accept that and people that don't, but every find friends in this world to accept who we are.
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